Let go of the love that has let go of you.

每一个人的以前住在心里像事后的孤儿

2012-02-18T15:45:00.000+08:00

胡夏 - 愛都是對的
我要過多久才能好呢
有好多辛苦路得走
走到口渴眼淚乾了
人會領悟些什麼

回憶是記者
它會挖出不為人知的寂寞
每一個人的以前
住在心裡像事後的孤兒

誰記得那給你心碎的前者
看著月光的河變成一片要命的沙漠
許多人都被騙還硬說太值得
愛都是對的
誰忘了那關於愛情的規則
多少兩人漫步變成街上一個人哭著
被拋棄的紀念馬路上漂流著
唉人都一樣遠離快樂

嘿往事重演又去愛了
好些對話是相似的
以前的我它在鬧著
愛有好多下集呢

命運輪迴著
愛的前身看著時間苦笑呢
浪費一生的想念
最後才懂什麼應該割捨

誰記得那給你心碎的前者
看著月光的河變成一片要命的沙漠
許多人都被騙還硬說太值得
愛都是對的
誰忘了那關於愛情的規則
多少兩人漫步變成街上一個人哭著
被拋棄的紀念馬路上漂流著
唉人都一樣遠離快樂

誰記得那給你心碎的前者
看著月光的河變成一片要命的沙漠
許多人都被騙還硬說太值得
愛都是對的
誰忘了那關於愛情的規則
多少兩人漫步變成街上一個人哭著
被拋棄的紀念馬路上漂流著
唉人都一樣遠離快樂

誰被愛選中做下一個

Recent happenings

2012-02-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

Firstly, it's celebrating Christmas with 588 小队! ;)

And then, Chinese New Year! :D

And all these reminds me of all the fun times we've had. :')

First BBQ! :):):)

CNY (on idk which year LOL)...

Terence's 21st...

Lou hei on idk which year too...

And New Year countdown @ Sembawang park!

And birthdays :):)

从一开始的陌生到后来沉默无声谁能想象我们当初爱那么深

2012-01-16T18:06:00.001+08:00

郁可唯 - 微加幸福

城市像一座迷宮但我不服
誰說一個人不能走出
與你相愛迷糊讓步到你退出
再多分岔路回憶很清楚
我慢慢重組
每一天我和我的影子散步在朋友面前堅持不哭
曾經他們和我一樣相信幸福
這一刻孤獨賴在房裏住我怎麼驅逐
怎麼在愛裡微加幸福少一點自由就變負
太多了你說我的關心是一種束縛
怎麼在愛裡微加幸福再多的微笑也比不上一滴眼淚的苦
無心犯的錯誤
每一天我和我的影子散步在朋友面前堅持不哭
曾經他們和我一樣相信幸福
一次的痛哭換一次領悟我就能走出
怎麼在愛裡微加幸福少一點自由就變負
太多了你說我的關心是一種束縛
怎麼在愛裡微加幸福再多的微笑也比不上一滴眼淚的苦
無心犯的錯誤
從一開始的陌生到後來沉默無聲
誰能想像我們當初愛那麼深
想假裝你是路人想再一次變陌生
但我愛過你我承認
怎麼在愛裡微加幸福少一點自由就變負
太多了你說我的關心是一種束縛
怎麼在愛裡微加幸福再多的微笑也比不上一滴眼淚的苦
無心犯的錯誤
是誰犯的錯誤
你也不在乎

2012-01-06T00:26:00.001+08:00

I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but i never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.

hahaha, another song from an old show

2011-12-24T15:40:00.000+08:00

reminds me of childhood days :')

2011-12-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

面对不爱的人我终于谅解了曾经你用无言画的句点

2011-12-13T02:23:00.000+08:00

A-Lin - 现在我很幸褔

他的手掌有种粗糙的体贴
他在我需要时候出现身边
被你伤的那些崩溃眼泪
多亏他无私的奉陪
哪天要是和你真的再见面
谁都不要再提醒那一段从前
有些事不面对反而安心安全
你无权再动摇我的世界
现在我有了幸福有人照顾应该知足
你不像他从不让我哭
可是我越想投入越是生疏抱得再紧
依旧止不住那流失的温度
现在我不停忙碌不断让步想看清楚
你不像他把我当成全部
可是爱有时善良有时残酷我要如何
爱他像爱你那样义无反顾
哪天要是和你真的再见面
我不会提到最后和他的一切
面对不爱的人我终于谅解了
曾经你用无言画的句点
现在我有了幸福有人照顾应该知足
你不像他从不让我哭
可是我越想投入越是生疏抱得再紧
依旧止不住那流失的温度
现在我不停忙碌不断让步想看清楚
你不像他把我当成全部
可是爱有时善良有时残酷我要如何
爱他像爱你那样义无反顾
现在我有了幸福有人照顾应该知足
你不像他从不让我哭
可是我越想投入越是生疏抱得再紧
依旧止不住那流失的温度
现在我不停忙碌不断让步想看清楚
你不像他把我当成全部
可是爱有时善良有时残酷我要如何
爱他像爱你那样义无反顾
现在我不停忙碌不断让步想看清楚
你不像他把我当成全部
可是爱有时善良有时残酷我要如何
爱他像爱你那样义无反顾

Stop and watch

2011-12-13T01:30:00.000+08:00

So fucking sick of

2011-12-12T23:58:00.002+08:00

mountains of undone homework

yettttttt

I don't want to start on them.

Uhhhhh okay I should be studying .__.

FUACKKKKK life sucks

This just looks freaking nice

2011-12-04T00:38:00.000+08:00

arghhh BUT WHY MUST IT BE SO EXPENSIVE?!?!?!?!
T^T

http://www.asos.com/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=1540574

Those times. ♥ :")

2011-12-02T23:22:00.003+08:00

We trained, we quarreled, we laughed, we cried, we had fun, together, as a team. ♥

I miss you. Not as my friend; I miss the person who you were when we first met.

2011-11-25T00:43:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder would you still miss the times when we were still best friends.
We shared our thoughts, we shared our dreams, and we shared happy times together. But gone were the days.
Sometimes I would look at you and think how we would be like now if nothing changed. Would you look back and regret what you did? I sometimes do regret all the hurtful words and things that I've said or done.
Sometimes I look at you in the eyes, but I saw a different you. No longer the one I knew. Or the one I thought I knew.

2011-11-19T01:42:00.001+08:00

Just had a match just now! Too damn tired! :( Got thrashed... LOL but nvm la, we played well and enjoyed ourselves today :) Ohhh and I should mention that i had a heavy lunch, Mac + upsize, at around 1 plus 2, BUT I vomited after the 3rd quarter of the match =.="" LOL damn xiasuay but whatever, who cares :P
Had dinner after both matches with the team, both boys and girls, at NEX! :) Then took a train home with chaoyang! Hahaha, the train route seem so fast! ;)
Heh, hungry + tired now! Should go and sleep to prevent myself from eating! Will update soon! ;)

:")

2011-11-14T21:57:00.000+08:00

两个人曾经相似的却以为都变了

2011-11-13T02:00:00.000+08:00

刘若英 - 听说
听说你身边有新面孔
听说你不再寂寞
听说你提起我
我过得不错忙碌中还有感动
尝试爱过几个人面对爱也诚实许多
只能被听说安排着关于你我的对的或错的
两个人曾经相似的却以为都变了
只能靠听说各自爱着
不需要证明当时决定是错的
想着联络不如心底远远问候
最美丽莫过于听说你还回忆
其实我也感激当我听说你还相信爱情

听说我巷口你常经过
听说你厌倦寂寞
听说你问候我
我过得不错忙碌中还有感动
尝试爱过几个人面对爱也诚实许多
只能被听说安排着关于你我的对的或错的
两个人曾经相似的却以为都变了
只能靠听说各自爱着
不需要证明当时决定是错的
想着联络不如心底远远问候
最美丽莫过于听说你还回忆
其实我也感激当我听说你还相信爱情

只能被听说安排着关于你我的对的或错的
两个人曾经相似的却以为都变了
只能靠听说各自爱着
不需要证明当时决定是错的
想着联络不如心底远远问候
最美丽莫过于听说你还回忆
其实我也感激当我听说你还相信爱情

听说我身边有新面孔
听说你祝福了我

Love was supposed to move mountains, to make the world go round, to be all you need, but it fell apart at the details.

2011-11-13T01:57:00.000+08:00

Not really in the best mood now. Aishhhh so tired and my facebook just got some virus FML :(
Alright, some awesome stuffs to cheer me up! Pictures from Shibertys! Not advertising, but it looks really nice! :)

好想再回到那些年的時光

2011-11-04T20:19:00.000+08:00

胡夏 - 那些年

又回到最初的起點
記憶中妳青澀的臉
我們終於來到了這一天
桌墊下的老照片
無數回憶連結
今天男孩要赴女孩最後的約

又回到最初的起點
呆呆地站在鏡子前
笨拙繫上紅色領帶的結
將頭髮梳成大人模樣
穿上一身帥氣西裝
等會兒見妳一定比想像美

好想再回到那些年的時光
回到教室座位前後　故意討妳溫柔的罵
黑板上排列組合　妳捨得解開嗎
誰與誰坐他又愛著她

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想擁抱妳　擁抱錯過的勇氣
曾經想征服全世界
到最後回首才發現
這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想告訴妳　告訴妳我沒有忘記
那天晚上滿天星星
平行時空下的約定
再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳
緊緊抱著妳

Maybe bad things happen because it's the only way we can keep remembering what good is suppose to look like.

2011-11-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

Another boring day passed.
I seriously don't like CCM, but they say gonna include in sgc, so... bo bian go lor. Like that sgc nicer .__.
And OP is next week! >< So unprepared! Scared of Q&A. My mind would totally go blank :/
Aishhh hope everything goes well on that day!
Oh and 15 Nov get back results. Omfg I don't wanna know... just let me live in denial also cannot. :(
Haiz go sleep le uh. Nights! :)

Awww ♥

2011-11-02T23:39:00.003+08:00

♥♥♥

:"")

You are the thing that used to be normal, but that was so long ago, you can't even remember what it was like.

2011-11-02T23:32:00.002+08:00

I'm tired of always having to be happy for you. I'm human, I will get down, demoralised, tired and moody.
There might not always be a reason for it. And whenever I say nothing, you make a big fuss over it.
Like what...? If I don't even know why I'm feeling this way then might as well don't give any random answers.
Sometimes I just need time alone. Why do you always have to probe so much?
I know you're worried and concerned, but I will feel like flaring up at you whenever you ask all these questions.
Like sometimes I'm not angry and you keep insisting that I am, then yeah, I became angry.
I don't like to tell people things. Because I believe if we're really close friends, you'd know what I'm thinking and feeling even without me having to tell you. It have no meaning if I have to tell you every single thing then you'll know. Furthermore, it's not like you share every single crap with me firsthand right? I just want someone to be by my side, no talking, no probing. No words spoken, just be there when I need you.

Though I may be okay with the possibility of retaining, I still don't want to. I mean, who would want to? Seeing your peers moving on to J2 whereas I'm still stuck at J1. But what's done is done. And I know myself. Indeed, I have not gave in my best. So, why should I complain?

If I really retained, I'm probably not going to spend time going out with friends anymore. Gonna be school and home only. No more texting. Yeah, no texting in class, no texting when I'm home or in the library studying, so basically, only meal times.

Gahhhhhh feeling so moody these days. And the feeling that we're drifting apart is not helping.

Oh, the only good thing is that I've seen a skin doctor and my acne scars are recovering at a rather fast rate. Thank god.

BUT rahhhh I gained like 4kg and I can't seem to slim down. Not even a single bit. I need help. :( I don't need a lower self-esteem tskk:(

And recently, I don't know why, but I just keep wanting an iTouch and iPad though I'm gonna buy an iPhone next year when my contract expires. But stilllllll, it's next year end, which means to say it's actually 1 more year! :( Santa I want iTouch/iPad for birthday :(:(:(:(:(

Uhhhh, that's bout all. Don't wanna be too whiny though I already am. :(

<< That's how I'm feeling now :(

爱过了吧就该往前走别回头

2011-11-01T23:48:00.000+08:00

陈伟联 - 孤单好吗
记忆像电影
得关了灯才看得清它
一个人想他
一个人在顶楼跟天空说话
笨蛋的想法
没受过伤不了解多傻
爱情也老了
要不然它怎么变成这样子呀
孤单好吗我听不见回答
快乐像画人画不出来吧
爱过了吧就该往前走
别回头呀
孤单好吗这世界太大了
我并不想了解
告诉我吧我想着她对吗
我不知道啊
我所等的那一种未来
它戴着面具让人看不清楚它
寂寞却像一个小孩
它并不听话
孤单好吗我听不见回答
快乐像画人画不出来吧
爱过了吧就该往前走
别回头呀
孤单好吗这世界太大了
我并不想了解
告诉我吧我想着她对吗
我不知道啊
告诉我吧我想着她对吗
我不知道啊
孤单好吗

A Sister’s Eulogy for Steve Jobs

2011-10-31T22:09:00.001+08:00

A Sister’s Eulogy for Steve Jobs
By MONA SIMPSON
Published: October 30, 2011

I grew up as an only child, with a single mother. Because we were poor and because I knew my father had emigrated from Syria, I imagined he looked like Omar Sharif. I hoped he would be rich and kind and would come into our lives (and our not yet furnished apartment) and help us. Later, after I’d met my father, I tried to believe he’d changed his number and left no forwarding address because he was an idealistic revolutionary, plotting a new world for the Arab people.
Even as a feminist, my whole life I’d been waiting for a man to love, who could love me. For decades, I’d thought that man would be my father. When I was 25, I met that man and he was my brother.
By then, I lived in New York, where I was trying to write my first novel. I had a job at a small magazine in an office the size of a closet, with three other aspiring writers. When one day a lawyer called me — me, the middle-class girl from California who hassled the boss to buy us health insurance — and said his client was rich and famous and was my long-lost brother, the young editors went wild. This was 1985 and we worked at a cutting-edge literary magazine, but I’d fallen into the plot of a Dickens novel and really, we all loved those best. The lawyer refused to tell me my brother’s name and my colleagues started a betting pool. The leading candidate: John Travolta. I secretly hoped for a literary descendant of Henry James — someone more talented than I, someone brilliant without even trying.
When I met Steve, he was a guy my age in jeans, Arab- or Jewish-looking and handsomer than Omar Sharif.
We took a long walk — something, it happened, that we both liked to do. I don’t remember much of what we said that first day, only that he felt like someone I’d pick to be a friend. He explained that he worked in computers.
I didn’t know much about computers. I still worked on a manual Olivetti typewriter.
I told Steve I’d recently considered my first purchase of a computer: something called the Cromemco.
Steve told me it was a good thing I’d waited. He said he was making something that was going to be insanely beautiful.
I want to tell you a few things I learned from Steve, during three distinct periods, over the 27 years I knew him. They’re not periods of years, but of states of being. His full life. His illness. His dying.
Steve worked at what he loved. He worked really hard. Every day.
That’s incredibly simple, but true.
He was the opposite of absent-minded.
He was never embarrassed about working hard, even if the results were failures. If someone as smart as Steve wasn’t ashamed to admit trying, maybe I didn’t have to be.
When he got kicked out of Apple, things were painful. He told me about a dinner at which 500 Silicon Valley leaders met the then-sitting president. Steve hadn’t been invited.
He was hurt but he still went to work at Next. Every single day.
Novelty was not Steve’s highest value. Beauty was.
For an innovator, Steve was remarkably loyal. If he loved a shirt, he’d order 10 or 100 of them. In the Palo Alto house, there are probably enough black cotton turtlenecks for everyone in this church.
He didn’t favor trends or gimmicks. He liked people his own age.
His philosophy of aesthetics reminds me of a quote that went something like this: “Fashion is what seems beautiful now but looks ugly later; art can be ugly at first but it becomes beautiful later.”
Steve always aspired to make beautiful later.
He was willing to be misunderstood.
Uninvited to the ball, he drove the third or fourth iteration of his same black sports car to Next, where he and his team were quietly inventing the platform on which Tim Berners-Lee would write the program for the World Wide Web.
Steve was like a girl in the amount of time he spent talking about love. Love was his supreme virtue, his god of gods. He tracked and worried about the romantic lives of the people working with him.
Whenever he saw a man he thought a woman might find dashing, he called out, “Hey are you single? Do you wanna come to dinner with my sister?”
I remember when he phoned the day he met Laurene. “There’s this beautiful woman and she’s really smart and she has this dog and I’m going to marry her.”
When Reed was born, he began gushing and never stopped. He was a physical dad, with each of his children. He fretted over Lisa’s boyfriends and Erin’s travel and skirt lengths and Eve’s safety around the horses she adored.
None of us who attended Reed’s graduation party will ever forget the scene of Reed and Steve slow dancing.
His abiding love for Laurene sustained him. He believed that love happened all the time, everywhere. In that most important way, Steve was never ironic, never cynical, never pessimistic. I try to learn from that, still.
Steve had been successful at a young age, and he felt that had isolated him. Most of the choices he made from the time I knew him were designed to dissolve the walls around him. A middle-class boy from Los Altos, he fell in love with a middle-class girl from New Jersey. It was important to both of them to raise Lisa, Reed, Erin and Eve as grounded, normal children. Their house didn’t intimidate with art or polish; in fact, for many of the first years I knew Steve and Lo together, dinner was served on the grass, and sometimes consisted of just one vegetable. Lots of that one vegetable. But one. Broccoli. In season. Simply prepared. With just the right, recently snipped, herb.
Even as a young millionaire, Steve always picked me up at the airport. He’d be standing there in his jeans.
When a family member called him at work, his secretary Linetta answered, “Your dad’s in a meeting. Would you like me to interrupt him?”
When Reed insisted on dressing up as a witch every Halloween, Steve, Laurene, Erin and Eve all went wiccan.
They once embarked on a kitchen remodel; it took years. They cooked on a hotplate in the garage. The Pixar building, under construction during the same period, finished in half the time. And that was it for the Palo Alto house. The bathrooms stayed old. But — and this was a crucial distinction — it had been a great house to start with; Steve saw to that.
This is not to say that he didn’t enjoy his success: he enjoyed his success a lot, just minus a few zeros. He told me how much he loved going to the Palo Alto bike store and gleefully realizing he could afford to buy the best bike there.
And he did.
Steve was humble. Steve liked to keep learning.
Once, he told me if he’d grown up differently, he might have become a mathematician. He spoke reverently about colleges and loved walking around the Stanford campus. In the last year of his life, he studied a book of paintings by Mark Rothko, an artist he hadn’t known about before, thinking of what could inspire people on the walls of a future Apple campus.
Steve cultivated whimsy. What other C.E.O. knows the history of English and Chinese tea roses and has a favorite David Austin rose?
He had surprises tucked in all his pockets. I’ll venture that Laurene will discover treats — songs he loved, a poem he cut out and put in a drawer — even after 20 years of an exceptionally close marriage. I spoke to him every other day or so, but when I opened The New York Times and saw a feature on the company’s patents, I was still surprised and delighted to see a sketch for a perfect staircase.
With his four children, with his wife, with all of us, Steve had a lot of fun.
He treasured happiness.
Then, Steve became ill and we watched his life compress into a smaller circle. Once, he’d loved walking through Paris. He’d discovered a small handmade soba shop in Kyoto. He downhill skied gracefully. He cross-country skied clumsily. No more.
Eventually, even ordinary pleasures, like a good peach, no longer appealed to him.
Yet, what amazed me, and what I learned from his illness, was how much was still left after so much had been taken away.
I remember my brother learning to walk again, with a chair. After his liver transplant, once a day he would get up on legs that seemed too thin to bear him, arms pitched to the chair back. He’d push that chair down the Memphis hospital corridor towards the nursing station and then he’d sit down on the chair, rest, turn around and walk back again. He counted his steps and, each day, pressed a little farther.
Laurene got down on her knees and looked into his eyes.
“You can do this, Steve,” she said. His eyes widened. His lips pressed into each other.
He tried. He always, always tried, and always with love at the core of that effort. He was an intensely emotional man.
I realized during that terrifying time that Steve was not enduring the pain for himself. He set destinations: his son Reed’s graduation from high school, his daughter Erin’s trip to Kyoto, the launching of a boat he was building on which he planned to take his family around the world and where he hoped he and Laurene would someday retire.
Even ill, his taste, his discrimination and his judgment held. He went through 67 nurses before finding kindred spirits and then he completely trusted the three who stayed with him to the end. Tracy. Arturo. Elham.
One time when Steve had contracted a tenacious pneumonia his doctor forbid everything — even ice. We were in a standard I.C.U. unit. Steve, who generally disliked cutting in line or dropping his own name, confessed that this once, he’d like to be treated a little specially.
I told him: Steve, this is special treatment.
He leaned over to me, and said: “I want it to be a little more special.”
Intubated, when he couldn’t talk, he asked for a notepad. He sketched devices to hold an iPad in a hospital bed. He designed new fluid monitors and x-ray equipment. He redrew that not-quite-special-enough hospital unit. And every time his wife walked into the room, I watched his smile remake itself on his face.
For the really big, big things, you have to trust me, he wrote on his sketchpad. He looked up. You have to.
By that, he meant that we should disobey the doctors and give him a piece of ice.
None of us knows for certain how long we’ll be here. On Steve’s better days, even in the last year, he embarked upon projects and elicited promises from his friends at Apple to finish them. Some boat builders in the Netherlands have a gorgeous stainless steel hull ready to be covered with the finishing wood. His three daughters remain unmarried, his two youngest still girls, and he’d wanted to walk them down the aisle as he’d walked me the day of my wedding.
We all — in the end — die in medias res. In the middle of a story. Of many stories.
I suppose it’s not quite accurate to call the death of someone who lived with cancer for years unexpected, but Steve’s death was unexpected for us.
What I learned from my brother’s death was that character is essential: What he was, was how he died.
Tuesday morning, he called me to ask me to hurry up to Palo Alto. His tone was affectionate, dear, loving, but like someone whose luggage was already strapped onto the vehicle, who was already on the beginning of his journey, even as he was sorry, truly deeply sorry, to be leaving us.
He started his farewell and I stopped him. I said, “Wait. I’m coming. I’m in a taxi to the airport. I’ll be there.”
“I’m telling you now because I’m afraid you won’t make it on time, honey.”
When I arrived, he and his Laurene were joking together like partners who’d lived and worked together every day of their lives. He looked into his children’s eyes as if he couldn’t unlock his gaze.
Until about 2 in the afternoon, his wife could rouse him, to talk to his friends from Apple.
Then, after awhile, it was clear that he would no longer wake to us.
His breathing changed. It became severe, deliberate, purposeful. I could feel him counting his steps again, pushing farther than before.
This is what I learned: he was working at this, too. Death didn’t happen to Steve, he achieved it.
He told me, when he was saying goodbye and telling me he was sorry, so sorry we wouldn’t be able to be old together as we’d always planned, that he was going to a better place.
Dr. Fischer gave him a 50/50 chance of making it through the night.
He made it through the night, Laurene next to him on the bed sometimes jerked up when there was a longer pause between his breaths. She and I looked at each other, then he would heave a deep breath and begin again.
This had to be done. Even now, he had a stern, still handsome profile, the profile of an absolutist, a romantic. His breath indicated an arduous journey, some steep path, altitude.
He seemed to be climbing.
But with that will, that work ethic, that strength, there was also sweet Steve’s capacity for wonderment, the artist’s belief in the ideal, the still more beautiful later.
Steve’s final words, hours earlier, were monosyllables, repeated three times.
Before embarking, he’d looked at his sister Patty, then for a long time at his children, then at his life’s partner, Laurene, and then over their shoulders past them.
Steve’s final words were:
OH WOW. OH WOW. OH WOW.
Mona Simpson is a novelist and a professor of English at the University of California, Los Angeles. She delivered this eulogy for her brother, Steve Jobs, on Oct. 16 at his memorial service at the Memorial Church of Stanford University.

(http://www.nytimes.com/2011/10/30/opinion/mona-simpsons-eulogy-for-steve-jobs.html?_r=3&pagewanted=all)

Nostalgia.

2011-10-31T20:57:00.000+08:00

I miss...

Playing hopscotch and five stones in school
Cheap canteen food
Paddle pop icecream
Playing catching
Celebrating mooncake festival with the kids in my block
Dance
Staying up late in CCA camps
Washing the toilets in CCA camps
The Girls' Brigade
The chinese teacher who I used to hate
Getting caught in school for wearing ankle socks
Refusing to comply with the school dress code (lol who does?)
Screwing up and not being judged
Watching NDP parade
Sec3 school camp
Being excited about going to the zoo
The "existence" of Santa Claus
Tooth fairies

Silence of love

2011-10-31T20:52:00.000+08:00

2011-09-23T20:41:00.001+08:00

J.R.A. - By Chance (You & I)

Hi
Girl you just caught my eye
thought I should give it try
and get your name & your number
go grab some lunch & eat cucumbers
WHY, DID I SAY THAT?
I don't know why.
But you're smilin' & it's something' i like
on your face, yeah it suits you
girl we connect like we have bluetooth

i don't know why
I'm drawn to you
Could you be the other one so we'd equal two?
and this is all based on a lucky chance
that you would rather add then subtract

You & I
could be like sonny & cher
honey & bears
You & I
could be like aladdin & jasmine
lets make it happen

La La's

Hey
How've you been?
I know that it's been awhile.
Are you tired cause you've been on my mind
runnin' thousand & thousands of miles
Sorry, I know that line's outta style
but you
you look so beautiful on this starry night
loving the way the moonlight catches your eyes & your smile
i'm captivated
your beauty is timeless never outdated

i don't know why
I'm drawn to you
Could you be the other one so we'd equal two?
and this is all based on a lucky chance
that you would rather add then subtract

babe
its been 5 years since that special day
when I asked you on our first date
i guess it's safe to say

Let me say
you look beautiful on our wedding day~

David Choi & Kina Grannis - My Time With You

We're going to the beach today
We're gonna laugh and sing our cares away
The sun is shining on our face
We can take in, and let it out, and say

La la la la la la la
La la la la la la la

I do enjoy my time with you
Making the best of everything we do
We're gonna try on something new
And we'll make it ours before the day is through

La la la la la la la
La la la la la la la

And now the sun has said goodnight
Just want to say I had a real good time
I think I really feel alright
Alright
And I don't ever, ever, wanna say goodbye

La la la la la la la
La la la la la la la

我现在很好，终于能够重新起跑。

2011-08-20T01:24:00.000+08:00

劉若英 - 我很好
沙发上睡着孤单冷醒的破晓
冷的面条热的泪痕啤酒在苦笑
当时的煎熬当时的心痛如绞
天终于亮了遗憾终于退潮
终于能够恨不再疯泪不再掉心不跑
一定会有一个人一段新的美好
谁让我拥抱谁让我再一次心跳
就算爱情让我再次的跌倒伤痕也要是一种骄傲
谁让我拥抱谁让我疯狂的心跳
就算明天整个城市要倾倒也让我爱到最后一秒
丢掉电影票删掉信件跟合照
洗了床单剪了头发清空了烦恼
恨可以很小小到眼泪能冲掉
我现在很好可以重新起跑
终于能够恨不再疯泪不再掉心不跑
一定会有一个人一段新的美好
谁让我拥抱谁让我再一次心跳
就算爱情让我再次的跌倒伤痕也要是一种骄傲
谁让我拥抱谁让我疯狂的心跳
就算明天整个城市要倾倒也让我爱到最后一秒
地铁涌出了人潮幸福涌出了预兆
我会找回当初对爱天真的霸道
谁让我拥抱谁让我再一次心跳
就算爱情让我再次的跌倒伤痕也要是一种骄傲
谁让我拥抱谁让我疯狂的心跳
就算明天整个城市要倾倒也让我爱到最后一秒
谁让我拥抱谁让我疯狂的心跳
就算明天整个城市要倾倒也让我爱到最后一秒

说你甜蜜的话不是敷衍我

2011-08-20T01:14:00.000+08:00

刘若英 - 说你永远都不离开我
每当我被你拥抱的时候那是真的吗
沉默变成蜿蜒的河流形容词在漂泊
每当我想念你的时候那是真的
抬头望着美丽的夜空星星正在闪烁
我有消极的理由所以从不要求
你有坦白的自由却从不对我说
说说你永远都不离开我说你会保护我
说说你甜蜜的话不是敷衍我
爱是危险的漩涡说出口就会沉没
爱是星星在闪烁说出口就坠落
你有坦白的自由却从不对我
爱是星星在闪烁如此缤纷又脆弱

2011-08-16T22:25:00.001+08:00

You can't see that I'm hurting,
You don't notice the pain,
It feels like everyone else is sitting in the sunshine,
While I drown in the rain.
-Titanic

Stay close, don't go.

2011-08-16T22:22:00.002+08:00

Which is why I'm quitting.

2011-08-13T15:00:00.002+08:00

Don’t quit because something went wrong. Quit because you tried your hardest and nothing made it better.

I'm no longer the one who can stop the rain.

2011-08-13T12:32:00.000+08:00

你以为只有受伤的人才会痛吗? 那伤人的那一个呢? 他连喊痛的资格都没有，甚至连关心的资格也没了。

看你微妙的变化慢慢不同我不是生气只是心痛

2011-08-13T12:31:00.002+08:00

对不起长大太慢害你遗失了我抱歉让你白费了这么多

2011-08-12T18:45:00.000+08:00

同恩 - 本來
下雨了站在玻璃门里头
并没有总是挂念着我
你带着雨伞来接我
夜晚了只剩老板跟我
像从前你抽着烟皱眉头
不知怎么安抚太任性的我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
手写的留言对象
已经不会是我

停雨了不必再躲雨了
已经过了该打烊的时候
还是不太想走
太晚了只能坐计程车
为什么想念着摩托车
常常会半路熄火的后座
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
长长的简讯对象
已经不会是我
走在湿漉漉红砖道上
沿着导盲砖试着假装
的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点
该几点回到家
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你再也不疼我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再保护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
来不及了
对不起长大太慢
害你遗失了我
抱歉让你白费了这么多

或许让你守着这样的我让你累了。

2011-08-12T18:40:00.000+08:00

王子 - 對不起
多久了没有你的消息上一封简讯是星期几
又错过了与你的约定对不起真的不是故意
有时候没办法陪著你你总是对我说没关系
放不下我对你的任性对不起不该让你伤心
有时候你会让让我
儘管我大男人发作
有时候你会装作不懂
默默地留一些空间给我
这些事情其实我一直都藏在心裡
请你原谅我不懂逗你开心
请你原谅我不懂听你的心
回想这过去我学著让你更安心
别赌气别任性别放弃说声对不起
别赌气别任性别放弃
请你相信我我会更加珍惜
请你相信我我会呵护著你
小小的爱情却是我最大的幸运
疼爱的想念的都是你
请你相信一个这样的我
请原谅我对不起对不起

也许一天在挤满行人的那一条街你才会发现我留下的空缺没有人能完全填补的空缺

2011-08-12T07:06:00.000+08:00

伍家辉 - 空缺

当你关上了门离开这个房间
关上了仅有的光线只剩想念
我还感受到温柔的幻觉
月亮的背面写满了我们的细节
我的回忆种满你曾对我说过的预言
开成了一座遗憾的花园
也许一天在挤满行人的那一条街
你才会发现我留下的空缺
没有人能完全填补的空缺
就当作我们不熟练不够周全
就当作我们追不上彼此改变
我以为能完美写下句点
时间在后面遥控了所有的情节
幸福需要的磨练我们都误解成搁浅
活在想象的明天忘了今天未完结

Tumblr pictures.

2011-08-12T05:16:00.000+08:00

No longer worth it...

And that's why, you don't need me.

2011-08-11T23:32:00.001+08:00

You deserve someone who knows how to make things up to you after hurting you. Not someone who is very good with just the word, “sorry.”

真正的好朋友，是当你终于走过暴风雨，突然发现他正站在你身边。

2011-08-11T23:22:00.002+08:00

I suddenly thought of you.
The one that has been there for me all along.
The one that I pushed away, but stayed around.
The one that always calls me back whenever you see an unknown missed call in the middle of the night.
The one that always listen to my cries.
The one that tolerated me every single time.
The one that never raised your voice at me.
The one that I'm ashamed to think of because I realized, I was not there for you all the time.
The one that I'm afraid to call now because I am so guilty of being so selfish.

就让你飞飞过现在两个人胶着

2011-08-11T22:56:00.000+08:00

不能给你幸福，我是应该放开你的。你的生活会有一点小改变，或许你会有点不习惯，又或许你已习惯了没有我的存在。但你有非常关心你的朋友，他们会让你过得比有我的日子还快乐的。

单纯很难抱负很多已经很勇敢还是难过

2011-08-10T22:04:00.000+08:00

林宥嘉 - 想自由

每个人都缺乏什么
我们才会瞬间就不快乐
单纯很难抱负很多
已经很勇敢还是难过

许多事情都有选择
只是往往时候我才懂得
情绪很烦说话很冲
任何人的沟通有时候没有用

或许只有你懂得我
所以你没逃脱
一边在泪流一边紧抱我
小声的说多么爱我
只有你懂得我就像被困住的野兽
在摩天大楼渴求自由

一路守着追着美梦
爬上屋顶意外跌得好重
不觉得痛是觉得空
城市的欢迎有千百种

就算爱也会变冷淡
可是现在抱的你是暖的
我不晓得我不舍得
我将来的难测就放弃这一刻

或许只有你懂得我
所以你没逃脱
一边在泪流一边紧抱我
小声的说多么爱我
只有你懂得我就像被困住的野兽
在摩天大楼渴求自由

或许只有你懂得我
所以你没逃脱
一边在泪流一边紧抱我
小声的说多么爱我
只有你懂得我就像被困住的野兽
在摩天大楼渴求自由
在摩天大楼渴求自由

Next time you think of beautiful things, don't forget to count yourself in.

2011-08-08T00:06:00.000+08:00

http://pohweiting.tumblr.com/

Spent the whole of today on ^
Hahaha, reblogging all the meaningful posts! :)

不要追求不属于你的东西，这样会过的比较快乐。

2011-08-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

不伪装了我的难过

2011-07-30T10:54:00.000+08:00

羅志祥 - 防盜鎖
说穿了不是什么大事情
说穿了不过自己去看电影
说穿了只是睡醒看不到你
你放心离去我不要紧
为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
我还凭什么关心怎么你不抗拒
感情没有防盗锁
爱走不到尽头
不后悔付出过
各自回家的路
试着不再难过
变得成熟
是我能安慰自己
唯一的收获
就离开我别回过头
不要用从前看以后
我猜是我的错
爱怎么被偷走
那只是个感受
如果离开
是爱你最后的承诺
多年以后
偶尔记得那疯狂
不成熟的我
不说穿了
不要结果
为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
我还凭什么关心怎么你不抗拒
感情没有防盗锁
爱走不到尽头
不后悔付出过
各自回家的路
试着不再难过
变得成熟
是我能安慰自己
唯一的收获
就离开我别回过头
不要用从前看以后
我猜是我的错
爱怎么被偷走
那只是个感受
如果离开
是爱你最后的承诺
多年以后
偶尔记得那疯狂
不成熟的我
不说穿了
不要结果
不伪装了
我的难过

我不孤单孤单只是情绪泛滥

2011-07-29T23:53:00.001+08:00

"不是每一句对不起，都可以换来一句没关系。"

林宥嘉 - 我总是一个人在练习一个人

一个人去上班
又一个人去吃饭
再和更多的一个人纠缠
话才说到一半
没有人听完
我不孤单
孤单只是
情绪泛滥

一个人出去逛
又一个人躺在床
这晚有多少的一个人没伴
不够分另一半
爱已经用完
我不孤单
孤单只是
不够果断

我总是一个人
在练习一个人
寂寞是脚跟
回忆是凹痕
也没有人见证

我总是一个人
在练习一个人
寂寞是脚跟
回忆是凹痕
我一个人共存
没有人在等着一个人
一个人在等着没有人
没有人在等着没有人

在乎的人始终不对

2011-07-27T22:37:00.000+08:00

裘海正 - 爱我的人和我爱的人
盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人
却将你伤的最深
我不忍我不能
别再认真忘了我的人

离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问我不能
拥在怀中直到他变冷

爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

Shermin Ong - "C.R.U.S.H."

2011-07-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

Nice song~ :)

Bii - 轉身之後

2011-07-24T21:54:00.000+08:00

就像我不容许我气馁

2011-07-13T22:51:00.000+08:00

许志安 - 我还能爱谁

睡梦中的人
不了解我的累
我也不原谅你的美
它让我体会
这个世界真的有
十全十美
却无所谓后悔

会妥协的人
不明白我自卑
就像我不容许我气馁
我真的以为
要感动最完美的玫瑰
如果要奉献我眼泪
除了你谁都不能给
见过你的美
我还能爱谁

我一路的追
意冷却不心灰
我的世界
走不出你背影的范围
没有你
会面目全非

我还能爱谁
放弃其它玫瑰
这是一种愚蠢的智慧
困在只有你的堡垒
享受讨好你的滋味

每当想起你的时候快乐都比较多

2011-07-04T23:03:00.001+08:00

丁噹 - 很爱过

谢谢你从来没有觉得我不够好
谢谢你守护我的每一分每一秒
谢谢当天塌下来你也会帮我顶着
冰的固执水才会懂
终於让时间回过头来笑我们傻
但暴雨都要淋过才能逼得人成长
没有地久没有天长没有最美的花
只有遗忘能让眼泪流光
很爱过很痛过我们为了彼此而活过
你爱我拥抱着我却让我看不见星空
我们都没有错没有谁比较寂寞
我的世界早已经不是以前

也许以後再也没人比你更爱我
也许以後我也不可能再那样活
每当想起你的时候快乐都比较多
也许快乐是时间的幽默
很爱过很痛过我们为了彼此而活过
你爱我拥抱着我却让我看不见星空
我们都没有错没有谁比较寂寞
我的世界早已经不是以前
多少天多少夜爱一个人很难爱自己更难
清晨醒来所有美梦都不见
很爱过很痛过我们为了彼此而活过
你爱我拥抱着我却让我看不见星空
我们都没有错没有谁比较寂寞
我的世界早已经不是以前

难道你没有看见看见我对你的好还是你忘了那些数不清的爱情轨迹

2011-07-04T00:03:00.000+08:00

Blocks are finally over!~ Don't wanna see my results :( Haha, should enjoy more now:P
Went out everydayyy hehehe actually nothing much happened these days, and, I know no one is reading it anyway LOL but I just feel a need to revive you hehe :/ Recently hooked onto 醉后决定爱上你 :D Nice~ hmm maybe cause I can relate to it. Hah. K I should continue with my show already! Will update when I feel like it :P

Quoted from a YouTube video: "You can do anything you wanna do as long as you make up your mind. If you have never searched for the meaning of life, stop, the answer lies right here."

我们都傻傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出

2011-06-26T00:40:00.000+08:00

楊丞琳-我們都傻

你要的爱太完美我永远都学不会

2011-06-09T01:12:00.000+08:00

胡杨林 - 香水有毒
我曾经爱过这样一个男人
他说我是世上最美的女人
我为他保留着那一份天真
关上爱别人的门
也是这个被我深爱的男人
把我变成世上最笨的女人
他说的每句话我都会当真
他说最爱我的唇
我的要求并不高
待我像从前一样好
可是有一天你说了同样的话
把别人拥入怀抱
你身上有她的香水味
是我鼻子犯的罪
不该嗅到她的美
擦掉一切陪你睡
你身上有她的香水味
是你赐给的自卑
你要的爱太完美
我永远都学不会

我寂寞寂寞就好你真的不用来我回忆里微笑

2011-06-04T20:02:00.000+08:00

My all-time favorite. ♥

Zhang Wei Jian - 你爱我像谁
我什么都没有
只是有一点吵
如果你感到寂寞
我带给你热闹
为你绕一绕
没有什么大不了
却可以让你微笑
其实我很烦恼
只是你看不到
如果我也不开心
怕你转身就逃
而你转身就逃
爱上一个人
一定要让他相信
这世界多么美好
对每个人都说还好
我的心我的情你不需要明了
只要我对你好
这样的温柔你要不要
其实你爱我像谁
扮演什么角色我都会
快不快乐我无所谓
为了你开心我忘记了累不累
其实你爱我像谁
任何的表情我都能给
woo 在你身上学会流眼泪

Grumpy :(

2011-06-04T18:09:00.000+08:00

Humph! I saw a lot of people with cute soft toys I also want :(
What's so cool about Duffy bear? I also want. :(

2011-06-03T00:00:00.002+08:00

Today was a good day cause i got 22/35 for physics! Could've gotten at least 27 cause I made a lot of stupid careless mistakes like sin becomes cos! :( But anyway, Rizal's sucha bitch. He gave me this kb look and ask "Weiting did you even study?" WALAO! First, refer me to Science HOD, now wanna kb me! -.-! Went outta school for lunch! :):) Subwayyyy~~~ :D
Had inter-house basketball and volleyball matches! Okay I admit I suck at volleyball. Zzz eh people 5 years never play already right! Mean asses that laughed at me!:( Anyway, basketball was... a little too rough. :X Many people said I seemed angry but I never! :( I'm born with this face mah, cannot blame.:(
I'm kinda moody now and i don't know why too. :( Sigh shall sleep alr. Skipping school tmr. :)
Goodnight everyone! :>

总是不安只好强悍

2011-05-31T22:37:00.001+08:00

If i walk, would you run?
If i stop, would you come?
If i say you're the one, would you believe me?
If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.
The world is catching up to you
While you're running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe i'm not ready

But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If i sing you a song, would you sing along?
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If i give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful.
Am i catching up to you?
While your running away to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe i'm not ready

But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

If i walk would you run
If i stop would you come
If i say you're the one would you believe me

imy :(

2011-05-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

难道爱情虚有其表还是太认真才输掉

2011-05-28T00:17:00.001+08:00

张惠妹 - 还有眼泪就好

如果我能忍住不哭
假裝我什麼也不知道
你會不會停留
直到我能用力微笑
如果我不期待擁抱
好讓你放心走的輕巧
你能不能回頭
勉為其難對我安慰不要自找煩惱

難道愛情虛有其表
還是太認真才輸掉
想不開就不想
得不到就不要
誰說分手不曾預料
只要走的慢點就好
不要天荒地老
只要哭到睡著

如果我不期望回報
承認感情從來沒公道
你會不會後悔
你把我拋棄的太早
如果我尊重你選擇
還為你幸福大聲祈禱
你會不會聽到
我在內心僅僅求饒不要太快逃跑

難道愛情虛有其表
還是太認真才輸掉
想不開就不想
得不到就不要
誰說分手不曾預料
只要走的慢點就好
不要天荒地老
只要哭到睡著

晚了別鬧

很多的淚我都知道渴望淚水就能做到
想不開就不想
得不到就不要
誰說分手不曾預料
只要好來好去就好
不要哭的太吵
否則怎能睡著
只要還有眼淚就好

你是我曾经的甜蜜，我是你爱情的过去，那一段美好的记忆，我们都不能够忘记。

2011-05-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

王羚柔 - 當我們在一起

如果云是天空的呼吸
风是我慌张的叹息
回忆是爱的延续
只因为你和我已经不在一起
当我们同在一起在一起在一起
空气里有午后的暖意
我听着沙沙收音机
突然间下起了雨
雨让我好想好想你想抱着你
当我们同在一起在一起在一起
在一起在一起其快乐无比

你是我曾经的甜蜜
我是你爱情的过去
那一段美好的记忆
我们都不能够忘记
因为我很爱很爱你
所以能微笑着离去
虽然我不会在见你
幸福是我们曾经在一起

空气里有午后的暖意
我听着沙沙收音机
唱什么听不清晰
因为我傻傻的笑着
想起了你
当我们同在一起在一起在一起
在一起在一起其快乐无比

Found this somewhere haha : ]

2011-05-16T00:21:00.004+08:00

There will be a bond even when we're miles apart. ♥

2011-05-15T02:21:00.000+08:00

什么都不懂的年纪，曾经最掏心，所以最开心。
想念最伤心，但却最动心的记忆。

Beautiful imperfections.

2011-05-09T18:33:00.000+08:00

2011-05-09T17:47:00.004+08:00

There's only so many tears that you can cry
Before it drains the light right from your eyes
And I can't go on that way
And so I'm letting go of everything we were
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt
Sometimes you hold so tight
It slips right through your hands

Hope this cheers you up like how it did to me.

2011-05-09T16:50:00.005+08:00

Why Men Die Younger

你可不可以爱我，可不可以想我，虽然我对自己没有一点的把握。

2011-05-09T00:58:00.000+08:00

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret

But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

Used To

2011-05-04T22:48:00.001+08:00

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.

We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around you.
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around,
The only one around.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be? Yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be, yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be.

It's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.

2011-05-03T22:52:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, too much happiness can be frightening, cause things end.

把手放开不问一句Say goodbye

当作最後一次对你的溺爱

冷冷清清淡淡今後都不管

只要你能愉快

在你关上门之前

替我再回头看看

那些片段还在不在

HAHA I TOTALLY HAVE THE SAME REACTION TEEHEE~

2011-05-02T01:28:00.000+08:00

望着你突然一阵心痛

2011-05-02T01:27:00.001+08:00

陈洁仪 - 心痛
你总是这样说我
像一颗不容易溶化的糖果
带我见你的朋友
又很得意埋怨我沉默
你追问我的行踪
你在乎我的举动
哄得我泪眼迷蒙
做些事情让我被感动
望着你突然一阵心痛
一次又一次任那感情放纵
你的脆弱让我走不开
你的依赖所以我存在
想着你还是想到心痛
期待我做的将来你都会懂
有一天真如果有一天
但愿我还在你记忆中

一整夜翻开过去画面快想不起我们为何会诀别

2011-04-28T01:14:00.001+08:00

Somehow these pictures made me happier. :)

爱一个人不一定要永远在一起

2011-04-23T16:03:00.005+08:00

掩盖所有的安静
说不定我能够撑过去
我想等下去可惜爱不能靠毅力
我想我真的怕安静少了你吵我不开心

Mariah Carey - ft. Westlife - Against all odds (oficial video)

2011-04-22T23:54:00.002+08:00

Okay, so I've spent the whole of today doing nothing at all. Hmm maybe holiday is not that good afterall. :(

没有我的日子里，希望你过得更好。

2011-04-14T22:07:00.002+08:00

Tests are coming up but competition is also nearing! >< Stress lah. Gonna miss so many lectures and tutorials. Zzz. Feel so lousy in the team. Every ball also overshoot. Passing machiam sai. :(
Recently mood swings so serious eh. Hais every time pekcek dono for what reason -.-"
Okay nvm I should be studying :/

因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe

2011-04-07T23:29:00.001+08:00

这次我真的痛了真的彻底醒了
我试着洒脱
换来的只是伤痕
我爱到痛了你却留下我一个人

Period.

2011-04-03T13:48:00.000+08:00

"Don't say things out of anger and then regret later. Because one day I might just get tired of forgiving you."
I said this once, and that's exactly what I'm feeling now. Because you're always like that. You always misunderstand. You're always paranoid. I can't be bothered to quarrel and be angry at you.

Let go of the things that you are not supposed to hold on to. They made you happy once, but maybe this time, they'll make someone happier.

2011-04-01T23:25:00.000+08:00

人生最大的遗憾在于不能十全十美，不要把别人看成十全十美，更不要把自己看得一无是处。没有迷人的风采、没有超人的本领，我就甘心做个普通人。是小草就要有坚强的冲劲，是小溪就会有执著的追求。我知道我是一个不起眼的人，但我坚信只要在认识自己中不断创造自己，何必要刻意去追求自己得不到的一切，那么惆怅、自卑呢？我想美丽，但我不能伪装自己在人群中走，因为那样生活疲惫得很。

Maybe I'm just plain stupid.

2011-03-28T21:42:00.000+08:00

I think I'm sucha loser.
Test 3 29/50. Wtf almost failed, again.
Studied so much for Economics, but I forgot every single crap when I stared at the paper.
So much to catch up on Chemistry.
Gonna get 0 for physics test.
PW not done.
Lagging behind in Math.
That's how great life is now.

‎"Love doesn't make the world go 'round; love is what makes the ride worthwhile." - Franklin P. Jones

2011-03-27T01:09:00.000+08:00

maybe it's a phase, maybe i'll break out of it someday.

Been real busy these days. Lots of things to catch up in school cause I missed two days of school during the holidays! :(
So tired of going to school! Siannnnn and I seriously hate my math teacher. Wa see her face don't feel like studying alr. And, she teach like shit. -.-"

Uhhhh I wanna eat Häagen-Dazs strawberry ice cream.
And I want a polaroid camm fuckkkkkkkk! the mickey one looks so cute:(:(:(
http://goods.gmarket.com.sg/gmkt.inc/Goods/Goods.aspx?goodscode=401497990

Okay, no link, i know. LOL

Okayyy this is getting nowhere I shall stop alr kbye

During these days, do you miss me?

2011-03-18T02:37:00.001+08:00

These are some quotes from random people which I think are quite true! :)

"I guess I was wrong. Another girl can't steal your guy. He just decides he likes her more. Reality hurts."

"Always remember that alcohol doesn't make people do stupid things. People do stupid things because they're stupid."

"I hate two-faced people. It's hard to figure out which face to punch first."

"Surround yourself with happy and positive people and you will be."

"And I'm just here, constantly fading in and out of people's lives,never have a place to stay."

"Maybe I'm just afraid, cause honestly, right now I can't afford another heartbreak."

"If you hold back feelings because you're afraid of getting hurt, you end up hurting anyway."

"In life, we need to remember, there are some things not within our control."

"Expectations never equals to reality. If you don't wanna get disappointed, don't expect anything."

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down, probably will."

"Spend your life with who makes you happy, not who you have to impress." ~Audrey

Going to Bintan Camp tomorrow! No, actually in a few hours! Yes! LOL!!!

2011-03-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i8lAhh4h5PU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5QKBekZpRoc&feature=related
Hehe watch these to understand my caption. :P

By the way,
岁月神偷是个很不错的片子，大家应该看一看！

All I have to say is goodbye, we're better off this way.

2011-03-01T21:43:00.005+08:00

I totally hate writing descriptive Chinese essays. Fuck Mother Tongue. Zzz...
Tests coming up, and there's not enough time to even sleep. -.-"
My eye bags are getting heavier everyday. Damn it.

Getting bag tomorrow! Eggggcitedd! :D

温柔太多也许只是种折磨

2011-02-27T23:28:00.000+08:00

A - Lin - 给我一个理由忘记

雨都停了这片天灰什麽呢
我还记得你说我们要快乐
深夜里的脚步声总是刺耳
害怕寂寞就让狂欢的城市陪我关灯
只是哪怕周围再多人感觉还是一个人
每当我笑了心却狠狠的哭着

给我一个理由忘记那麽爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃当时做的决定
有些爱越想抽离却越更清晰
那最痛的距离是你不在身边
却在我的心里

当我走在去过的每个地方
总会听到你那最自由的笑
当我回到一个人住的地方
最怕看到冬天你最爱穿的那件外套
只是哪怕周围再多人感觉还是一个人
每当我笑了心却狠狠的哭着

给我一个理由忘记那麽爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃当时做的决定
有些爱越想抽离却越更清晰
那最痛的距离是你不在身边
却在我的心里

我找不到理由忘记大雨里的别离
我找不到理由放弃我等你的决心
有些爱越想抽离却越更清晰
那最痛的距离是你不在身边
却在我的心里

某一天面对无辜泪水旧伤又复发，有些话没有人能去讲心情被锁上。

2011-02-26T21:44:00.053+08:00

Ton at Celia's last night with Jiayu, Nicholas and Changshun. Heheh. Played with the velcro nerf gun! :D

I feel so noob lor, first time using a nerf gun. Hahaha. Wanted to do some work, but stupid fish K.O.-ed so early, make me feel like sleeping also. :P HAHAHAHAHA!

Hahah, found this kinda funny. Esp the expression lmh gave at the last part. :P

Didn't sleep well because Celia's room is damn cold! :/ Haha, woke up at 6, bathed and cabbed to Mac for breakfast then head back to school for CVD.

Summary of CVD 2011: Sucks. Games can't earn much. -.-" Weather is mad hot.

Anyway, took some polaroids with Kelly, Valerie and Richard. And also with Kelly, Jiayu and Belinda! :D Shall upload when I'm free! :)

I bought two awesome hot pink helium balloons! :D HAHA and also, three boxes of Durian Puffs. :X Damn nice~ :P

I know I've posted this before, but just listened to this and fell in love with it, again. Heh, lyrics damn meaningful! ;)

没那么简单

就能找到聊得来的伴

尤其是在看过了那么多的背叛

总是不安只好强悍

谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那么简单

就能去爱别的全不看

变得实际也许好也许坏各一半

不爱孤单一久也习惯

不用担心谁也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西

感觉累了就放空自己

别人说的话随便听一听

自己作决定

不想拥有太多情绪

一杯红酒配电影

在周末晚上关上了手机

舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那么容易

每个人有他的脾气

过了爱作梦的年纪

轰轰烈烈不如平静

幸福没有那么容易

才会特别让人着迷

什么都不懂的年纪

曾经最掏心

所以最开心曾经

想念最伤心

但却最动心的记忆

AH~ Homework time~~

Ciao!~

因为过多的感情是沉重的负荷，对我或许是一种压力。

我被遗忘在你遗忘的角落

2011-02-23T23:11:00.000+08:00

Reached home at around 9.30pm. Tired die me. Zzz, lousy play today and shooting sucks. -.-
Coming home to a pile of homework sucks. Hais busy week. Guess I'm gonna be seriously lacking sleep already. :( Plus still got a lot of catching up to do for all subjects. Sigh, gonna be mugging everyday already lah.
Anyway, might be taking down the tagboard. LOL seems a little extra :/

Wanna buy a new bag! :D

你带走了什么你看不见

2011-02-22T23:01:00.001+08:00

Perhaps it's better that way.

Still have got alottt of homework to do!
Hehe, just thought of uploading this "draft". :)

我要靠自己变得强大。要像从前那么的独立。

“我也想要幸福，要完全的依赖，想要毫无保留的被爱或者去爱，可是我害怕。害怕这个世界上完全可以信任的人，就只有自己。”

“命运总是会先给我一些甜头，然后在我松懈防备的时候，把我所拥有的一切全部都带走。”

~泡沫之夏

It doesn't matter who cares for you if the one you care doesn't care.

2011-02-20T23:27:00.000+08:00

Wasted so much time todayyyyy. :(
Weiting must be hardworking from now on!
No distractions pleaseeeeee :)

Remember you used to send me your favourite songs.

到底是谁难以相处我没有空在乎

2011-02-20T13:40:00.004+08:00

因为我累了。每天早上起来，都在看你今天是想做朋友还是想避开我。你的情绪时不时都在改变。
我多么想要挽留这段友情，但你忽冷忽热的，我真的不知道你想怎样。
而你的界限却又一天一天的改变，我真的感到非常累。

I'd rather hurt you honestly than mislead you with a lie.

2011-02-18T13:33:00.001+08:00

You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye.

Over the moon.

2011-02-18T00:25:00.000+08:00

我想学着忘记这一切
学着洒脱酷一点
但是你走得越来越远
我却越来越有感觉

POHWEITING LOST 4KG! :D FREAKING HAPPY RIGHT NAOOWSXZSX!
NOT ONLY BECAUSE I LOST WEIGHT, BUT ALSO BECAUSE I FINALLY SAW SOME HOPE IN MATH!
THANKS NKFC LOLOLOL!

I SHALL SLEEP SOONNNNN~ :P NIGHT GUYS! :D:D

就让沉默代替所有回答

2011-02-16T22:27:00.001+08:00

I am goddamn tired! Zzz.. fell asleep in bus and almost missed my stop! :( I've alr forgotten the shag-ness experienced after training. -.-"
I brake on toe and the nail chipped off during warm-up. -.- Like so awesome right? At the start of the training injured. Feel so sorry towards my team mates cause i can't catch the ball well today and my shooting sucks. Actually training like quite slack, but maybe because I too long never train le, feel damn shag. They made us do 四角传球. And it lasts for.....quite long. LOL! After that, did some shooting and then, coach came and training officially started.
Had tons of homework today. Don't know why am I here posting actually. LOL! Math sucks, GP sucks Chem sucks, Physics suck. Basically every subject other than Chinese okay. I feel stupid. Like everyone else understood except me. Guess I've got to work extra hard from now on. :(
K la, enough of ranting, shall go and face the reality :'( Ciao~

Give me a break.

2011-02-15T22:58:00.005+08:00

Remember the time I told you the way that I felt
And that I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

Chinese is damn boring. Fell asleep while the teacher was talking. HAHA I thought she looking at me when I sleep, in the end she was looking at the people behind me, cause they made in more obvious! HAHAHA.
Then had physics. Like omg. The questions machiam math problems okay! -.- And damn confusing!
Did some boring practical during chemistry lesson, but the teacher teach I don't understand uh. And Math sucks. I don't understand lah! :(
I miss Mrs Yap and Ms Kong ttm! :'(
Today is so boring. I kept falling asleep in class. And the weather is unbearable lah. OMG -.- I'm seriously in need of aircon 24/7!

Zzz, the cut on my hand is damn itchy right now I don't know why. I just scratched and it bled. Now the blood just dried, but I have the urge to scratch again lah! ><

我是怎么了?

2011-02-14T21:08:00.004+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY PEOPLEEEEE!
Hope it's an enjoyable day for everyone! :)
Today is the first day whereby lessons officially starts. Was kinda tiring to keep changing classes!
Anyway, received 4 gifts! From Pearlyn, Eunmin, Jiayu and Vivian. Hehe, kinda paiseh that I didn't prepare anything. :/ I'll prepare next year, promise! :D
I volunteered myself to be the PE Rep. It's like, WAH first time weiting will do such thing! LOL :x
Had PE under the scorching sun! :( My face will be ruined soon if the weather continues to be like that. Hahaha. Planned to go for training, but the weather made me damn pekcek so I went home instead!

My heart leaped a beat when I know you actually remembered we'd spent a Valentines together. What on earth was I thinking?

放弃了。因为再怎么努力，我还是得不到。

2011-02-14T00:11:00.005+08:00

Ton at Shermaine's house yesterday!
Mahjong&gossiping/catchups! ♥!
Tiger beer sucks HAHAHAHHAHAHAAH! LOL Nicholas damn fail. Drink a bit only drunk. HAHAHA slept at 6, woke up at 8 or 9plus! O.o!
Damn tired. Cabbed home with nic and yijun. Wanted to sleep for awhile before going to my grandma house, but one Malaysian uncle which lives in France and owns houses in London and many other places came to my aunt's house. LOL! Then I have no choice but to go and say hi. :(
But he say I pretty! :P Worth it. xD
He's....gay. And getting married at the end of this year. But I shouldn't be able to go. :( Sian, never went to gay wedding before leh! :(:(:(
Went to Geylang for lunch. Like omgawdsxz, damn hungry! Ate a lot cause it's damn nice! :D
Wanted to make some Valentine gifts for friends, but I fell asleep at my grandma's house. :x Hehheh.
My brother say I confirm will have Valentine present one. But I don't think will have lor! Hahas.
Wa, long post! :P :D
K la gotta sleep alr, night! :D

So funny! LOL

2011-02-10T21:17:00.002+08:00

如果可以我愿意这样陪你到永恒

2011-02-04T14:17:00.022+08:00

Went to Carol's 1st month last Sunday. The condo design sucks. It was raining heavily and every "shelter" got holes one. wtfff. We reached there too early, and there's no one else except Bob and his.... brother...? So we helped them make balloons into some animals. Hehe. Big ter and Chris scared of balloons. HAHAHAH agua!
Ate buffet and waited to see Carol. She's so cute! :) Went off shortly after and went to Bishan to eat! :P Went to popular to disiao terr. Hahahah. Shopped around for awhile and went home~

初一:
Went to baibai first then head to grandma's house. After taking some photos, went to my great grandmother's house. Hehe, this year still got quite a lot of angbaos! :)
Had lunch there and everything, then went to my cousin's house. So boring, cause they're still outside. So in the end, I slept there. LOL! Damn pissed lor. I waited like more than 4hrs there, then when I'm going home, I got commented by my uncle that I wore like I'm working in a nightclub. Fuck la. Where got people so fucked up one? Waste my bloody time still insult me. Cb.

Argh, anyway, rotted at home on 初二, and my paternal family, together with 2 of my bro's friends came to visit on 初三! Played mahjong. Hehe, I play one 西风 only, won $22! :D But lost $14 at Blackjack. -.- Guess I'm better at mahjong. LOL!
Okay, pictures~!

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Random photos! :P

Secondary school days come and passed in a flash. In jc uniform now~

Just because.

2011-01-25T16:26:00.001+08:00

只是在想，你会不会偶尔想起过去，想起我，想起我们，想起我们一起做过的事。

So if the chain is on your door, I understand.

2011-01-19T23:52:00.004+08:00

Woke up at around 10 today. Was kinda late cause I initially intend to wake up at 9. :P HAHA anyway, went to Red Swastika School for the last time to tag one laptop and one projector. Waste time right! Haha, went to Wisma after that with Yijun. Yijun, Florence and I lunched together. Shopped at Far East while waiting for Weilong and Nicholas. Bought yoghurt ice cream. Nice, but the price was.... kinda steep. @@ But no choice, already squeezed out the yoghurt.. :/
Walked around Ion, then went to Sharetea. Tried QQ Happy Family today. Niceee!~ :P
Trained home :)

有时真的好想诚实地面对自己。
有时好像松下一切防备，就做自己。
因为自己其实并没有那么坚强，没那么勇敢。

ineedtoloseweightbecauseimfatenoughandiwillfeellikekilingmyselfifilookfuckingfatinmydressonchinesenewyear. conclusiondietsucks.

Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine.

2011-01-14T23:05:00.001+08:00

Taylor Swift - Back to December
I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time

I'm still the one you knew.

2011-01-02T00:54:00.008+08:00

Happy New Year! :)

2011-01-01T13:07:00.000+08:00

I wanna thank everyone that is/was in my life, including those who had hurt me and/or not so close with anymore. Because of you, I grew and learn from my mistakes and is who I am today. Sorry if I had hurt you in one way or another. Thanks to those who stood by me when I was at my worst, guiding me along, always believing in me. I'll learn to forgive and forget. Thanks everyone, happy new year! :)

Xoxo, Pohweiting.

Let go of the love that has let go of you.

每一个人的以前 住在心里 像事后的孤儿

Recent happenings

从一开始的陌生 到后来沉默无声 谁能想象 我们当初爱那么深

hahaha, another song from an old show

reminds me of childhood days :')

面对不爱的人 我终于谅解了 曾经你用无言画的句点

Stop and watch

So fucking sick of

This just looks freaking nice

Those times. ♥ :")

I miss you. Not as my friend; I miss the person who you were when we first met.

:")

两个人 曾经相似的 却以为都变了

Love was supposed to move mountains, to make the world go round, to be all you need, but it fell apart at the details.

好想再回到那些年的時光

Maybe bad things happen because it's the only way we can keep remembering what good is suppose to look like.

Awww ♥

You are the thing that used to be normal, but that was so long ago, you can't even remember what it was like.

爱过了吧 就该往前走 别回头

A Sister’s Eulogy for Steve Jobs

Nostalgia.

Silence of love

我现在很好，终于能够重新起跑 。

说你甜蜜的话不是敷衍我

Stay close, don't go.

Which is why I'm quitting.

I'm no longer the one who can stop the rain.

看你微妙的变化 慢慢不同 我不是生气 只是心痛

对不起长大太慢 害你遗失了我 抱歉让你白费了这么多

或许让你守着这样的我让你累了。

也许一天在挤满行人的那一条街 你才会发现我留下的空缺 没有人能完全填补的空缺

Tumblr pictures.

And that's why, you don't need me.

真正的好朋友，是当你终于走过暴风雨，突然发现他正站在你身边。

就让你飞 飞过现在两个人胶着

单纯很难 抱负很多 已经很勇敢 还是难过

Next time you think of beautiful things, don't forget to count yourself in.

不要追求不属于你的东西，这样会过的比较快乐。

不伪装了 我的难过

我不孤单 孤单只是情绪泛滥

在乎的人始终不对

Shermin Ong - "C.R.U.S.H."

Bii - 轉身之後

就像我不容许我气馁

每当想起你的时候 快乐都比较多

难道你没有看见 看见我对你的好 还是你忘了那些数不清的爱情轨迹

我们都傻 傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出

你要的爱太完美 我永远都学不会

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用来我回忆里微笑

Grumpy :(

总是不安只好强悍

imy :(

难道爱情虚有其表 还是太认真才输掉

你是我曾经的甜蜜，我是你爱情的过去，那一段美好的记忆，我们都不能够忘记。

Found this somewhere haha : ]

There will be a bond even when we're miles apart. ♥

Beautiful imperfections.

Hope this cheers you up like how it did to me.

你可不可以爱我，可不可以想我，虽然我对自己没有一点的把握。

Used To

It's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.

HAHA I TOTALLY HAVE THE SAME REACTION TEEHEE~

望着你突然一阵心痛

一整夜翻开过去画面 快想不起我们为何会诀别

爱一个人不一定要永远在一起

Mariah Carey - ft. Westlife - Against all odds (oficial video)

没有我的日子里，希望你过得更好。

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe

Period.

Let go of the things that you are not supposed to hold on to. They made you happy once, but maybe this time, they'll make someone happier.

Maybe I'm just plain stupid.

‎"Love doesn't make the world go 'round; love is what makes the ride worthwhile." - Franklin P. Jones

During these days, do you miss me?

Going to Bintan Camp tomorrow! No, actually in a few hours! Yes! LOL!!!

All I have to say is goodbye, we're better off this way.

温柔太多也许只是种折磨

某一天面对无辜泪水旧伤又复发，有些话没有人能去讲心情被锁上。

我被遗忘在 你遗忘的角落

你带走了什么 你看不见

每一个人的以前住在心里像事后的孤儿

从一开始的陌生到后来沉默无声谁能想象我们当初爱那么深

面对不爱的人我终于谅解了曾经你用无言画的句点

两个人曾经相似的却以为都变了

爱过了吧就该往前走别回头

我现在很好，终于能够重新起跑。

看你微妙的变化慢慢不同我不是生气只是心痛

对不起长大太慢害你遗失了我抱歉让你白费了这么多

也许一天在挤满行人的那一条街你才会发现我留下的空缺没有人能完全填补的空缺

就让你飞飞过现在两个人胶着

单纯很难抱负很多已经很勇敢还是难过

不伪装了我的难过

我不孤单孤单只是情绪泛滥

每当想起你的时候快乐都比较多

难道你没有看见看见我对你的好还是你忘了那些数不清的爱情轨迹

我们都傻傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出

你要的爱太完美我永远都学不会

我寂寞寂寞就好你真的不用来我回忆里微笑

难道爱情虚有其表还是太认真才输掉

一整夜翻开过去画面快想不起我们为何会诀别

我被遗忘在你遗忘的角落

你带走了什么你看不见

到底是谁难以相处我没有空在乎

如果可以我愿意这样陪你到永恒